My name is Mrs Joan Benson, I am married with a 1 year old son but I have no feelings for my husband. I married him because of my financial challenge and he was so caring and kind to me.
When he wants me I always say no and give all manner of excuses because I can’t stand him. Eventually when I get tired of struggling with him I let him have his way and just lie there like a log of wood, feeling disgusted and sorry for myself till he is done.
Recently, I meet someone I really like and we talk a lot, something I rarely do with my husband who is uneducated and crude.
Though I haven’t slept with him but our level of intimacy is strong and I feel he cares about me but I am scared of loosing my husband who has been a good father to my Son and very kind to me.
What do I do because I don’t want to spend the rest of my life with a man I hate?